why do i feel this way?
years are becoming days
why was i so surprised?
i opened my eyes to see
summer for you and me
wasn't going to be.
i thought you were what i needed
to break out of how i was feeling
but i never saw it.
you are beautiful
and your eyes are hidden behind wool
your face doesn't need to be told
you've heard from so many men
you still want to hear it said
so you can feel some control.
telling me all your wrongs
just so i'd know along
that you would be that way
you'd be that way

why did it end that way?
hours into wasted days
why was i so surprised?
i guess it's all for the best
i only wanted sex
and i think that you knew.


it was in my eyes to see
i was looking for you in me
and i was lost.